Amelia's Deathday

It is a hard day for us today. The whole month has been brutal, this week has been almost unbearable, and today is just awful.

I had a plan to post pictures of Amelia's birth for her 6 months, but ran into a bit of a roadblock. The pictures are not easy to look at, let alone share. They are brutal in their nature. They hide nothing. But the saddest thing for me at the moment is that there isn't a single picture of my daughter and I that I can share, frame, treasure. There is one of my husband, my mom, my grandma, but not me. And there is nothing I can do to change that.

So I don't know what to post. I really have nothing here.